Ca·thect

2012-02-22T07:45:00.002-08:00

Your heavy footsteps, such a familiar occurrence.

Every step synchronised , Thud thud thud thud.

The floor creaks.

And now,

the only heavy footsteps that I hear are that of my own.

what was familiar is now but a lingering memory

etched in the hallways of this house.

2012-02-22T07:40:00.002-08:00

Hearing heavy footsteps and to see you by the door.
Your presence is very much appreciated.

2012-02-22T07:37:00.001-08:00

Skin so blue and cold, I wish to give breath upon you.

2012-02-22T07:36:00.000-08:00

Sinking back into your steps to walk the act.
What's it like to catch one last glimpse and hear one final word.

2012-02-21T04:53:00.001-08:00

2012-02-21T04:50:00.001-08:00

2012-02-21T04:48:00.000-08:00

2012-02-21T04:47:00.000-08:00

2012-02-18T00:31:00.000-08:00

I'm still finding memories,
fast as they come, slow as they leave.
memories lingering, I'm trying to take it as a kick, a positive kick start
As poignant as the moments are, as deep as the chords are hit.
I struggle to find my feet as I find myself sinking into a depressing state of languidness.

Recollections oh recollections, pull me up and inspire me.
Don't bring me down I beg of you.

To whom will I be,will my life be but a fitting tribute to yours.
The faith you had in me,to know of it is but the most poignant moment of this short existence I have had.
Look down from the skies as I look above, I know you are there

From you to me, Father to son.

From me to you. son to Father

I'll do you proud.

2012-02-17T22:16:00.000-08:00

M83

2012-02-17T21:49:00.000-08:00

2012-02-17T21:43:00.000-08:00

2012-02-17T21:34:00.000-08:00

We might be here or we might not.
For some live to be in the centre of everything
and others live in seclusion.
The value of seclusion is found in it's underlying beauty.

2012-02-17T08:14:00.000-08:00

To recollect is poignant,
To walk with you is worth so much more.

2012-02-17T08:12:00.000-08:00

space is plentiful but material possessions fill up the space.
As much as they cover, they only leave a memory of what was before.

2012-02-17T08:11:00.001-08:00

Home not just a place of dwelling. But a space where one leaves his essence. Essence is eternal and so is one's soul.

2012-02-17T08:10:00.000-08:00

Bicycle bicycle just a stark reminder of what you were when your gears were in motion. Stay silent for he who pedalled is no longer here.

2012-02-16T04:07:00.000-08:00

so mellow and so hollow.
Still trying to come to terms but all I see is you at the back.

Miss you Father

2012-02-06T07:16:00.000-08:00

Young and in the way. Young and wanting the world. Young and repressed only for disdain to set it. Old and your youth is gone

/

Connections intertwine to strangle you breathless , your breath won't know its gone with the web strewn all over. Gasp
//

Cringe for our sight and empathy has left us for material depths.

2012-01-05T08:14:00.000-08:00

Kota Bandung

2012-01-05T08:10:00.000-08:00

2012-01-05T08:00:00.000-08:00

Memories playing on the endless loop.
how vivid the sight, how bitter sweet it is.

Melancholia creeping on the onset

2012-01-05T07:58:00.000-08:00

2012-01-05T07:54:00.000-08:00

Farewell Father
15/12/2011

2011-10-09T05:54:00.000-07:00

Lykke Li

2011-10-09T05:43:00.000-07:00

perfume genius

2011-09-11T22:24:00.001-07:00

grey|white|black
colours that speak
everything

2011-09-04T23:09:00.000-07:00

I hear the thunder but i see the sun
I feel the glare of the sun but the rain touches my skin.
Things don't always go like how things were meant to be.

2011-08-18T04:38:00.000-07:00

take flight: let go

2011-07-23T09:36:00.000-07:00

what if being happy or sad was just a paradox of our minds,
just a thought,like a shot through our minds.
deep in our brains and dissolved just a second later.
High now,down a moment later.

We might have lost the meaning to what we once lived for when we tried so hard to be happy.

happiness the paradox, sadness the great lie.

2011-07-17T22:28:00.000-07:00

2011-07-10T06:55:00.000-07:00

2011-07-10T06:54:00.000-07:00

2011-07-10T06:44:00.000-07:00

2011-06-04T08:57:00.000-07:00

you worry like the rest of the world?

2011-04-03T19:19:00.001-07:00

locomotive

2011-03-22T08:49:00.000-07:00

chain wandering deeply in random intersections

2011-03-22T08:45:00.000-07:00

blocblocblocbloc

2011-03-11T19:59:00.000-08:00

In sync, synchronise

2011-03-11T19:55:00.000-08:00

salute

2011-03-05T09:17:00.001-08:00

plastic glass

2011-03-03T21:19:00.000-08:00

capsule in the sky

2011-03-02T06:18:00.000-08:00

concrete shadow figures

2011-03-02T06:14:00.000-08:00

Leave your hope and fears
to the sound of the tumbling pins

2011-03-01T08:23:00.000-08:00

You Came To Me Like A Cancer Lain Dormant Until It Blossomed Like A Rose

2011-02-21T19:15:00.000-08:00

1/2 3/4 5/6 4/4 5/4
lost in timing, caught in rhythms

2011-02-13T07:53:00.000-08:00

Hood

2011-01-30T00:58:00.000-08:00

2011-01-30T00:56:00.000-08:00

2011-01-23T03:18:00.000-08:00

get fuzzy

2011-01-17T03:51:00.001-08:00

With wings not of feathers

2011-01-17T03:50:00.000-08:00

flight of fancy

2011-01-17T03:36:00.000-08:00

2011-01-17T03:13:00.000-08:00

I see in my hands the bricks that have built,
the foundation of the very walls that surround me.

1 + 1 + 1 +1
I add, the sides,4 in total.
my brain has not failed in simple arithmetic.

I try to question myself,
the question that continue to eludes me.

My mind struggles but my legs move,
a force i cannot understand and the law of physics won't answer me.

where are the walls, I question

2011-01-10T06:22:00.000-08:00

contrasting. dirty|clean

2011-01-03T09:24:00.000-08:00

stencil on the wall

2010-12-30T02:54:00.000-08:00

Dirty insoles

2010-12-29T07:17:00.000-08:00

Flyer in the dark

2010-12-24T23:45:00.000-08:00

Shoegaze to the edge of the world

2010-12-24T23:29:00.000-08:00

define the physics in the existence of our physical souls,
nobodies with bodies to spare, a million skin cells to lose\

2010-12-23T09:32:00.000-08:00

What is it that we truly desire for,
maybe it is only when we find out
that life really begins.

2010-12-22T02:18:00.001-08:00

Illuminate in the dark |Yashica EZ F521

2010-12-22T02:03:00.000-08:00

Moonlight | Yashica EZ F521

2010-12-20T09:55:00.001-08:00

wrap your body in threads,
threads so fine they cut.
round after round,
a round for all your fears

2010-12-20T02:25:00.000-08:00

look behind | Yashica EZ F521

2010-12-20T01:13:00.000-08:00

Find your ashes
Find your cells
Find your-self
Go on,

2010-12-17T23:33:00.000-08:00

Magazines | Yashica EZ F521

2010-12-16T08:18:00.000-08:00

Penguin | Yashica EZ F521 | post processed

2010-12-15T21:15:00.000-08:00

Statue | Gakkenflex

2010-12-15T20:54:00.000-08:00

Desperation,frozen in time | Gakkenflex

2010-12-15T04:31:00.000-08:00

| Shot of the Gakkenflex using the Yashica EZ F521 |

2010-12-15T04:28:00.000-08:00

White house | Gakkenflex

2010-12-15T04:19:00.000-08:00

Kite | Gakkenflex

2010-12-14T09:03:00.000-08:00

Milkshake | Gakkenflex